Tommorow is my mums funeral. my brother and sister have took control with everything and i had little say, ok i thought people deal with loss in different ways.
They asked me to write the speach for mums funeral which you can read on the previouse blog. and they have re written it them selves, its no longer a love story/ fairytale which is how i saw my mums and dads life together its all about how they both were ill and…
Im still feeling numb, since i live on my own everything feels normal when im on my own at home. But being up mums today clearning out her home, was heart breaking all her things, trying to decide who wants what and what we should throw, i feel so angry, theses are her things her house, why are touching her things? My brother and sister just iritate me, asking me to come for theres for christmas, they never wanted me or…
its my mums birthday today she was 74. she took her last breath at 5.00 pm holding my hand.
i don't think i have ever felt so alone my brother and sister have gone back to their famyilys and patners i have no one i have lost my best friend my rock, how do i make it through this.
