It’s been 13 weeks since mum died, I thought I was alright but things keep getting worse, I finally went to the doctor and I’m now on antidepressants which I’m not to happy about, I feel really lost I’m been my mum’s daughter and carer for so long who am I now? I’m having money problems which means I had to borrow money to buy my prescription. What a mess to get it! , doctor suggested counselling I was willing for any help but I have heard nothing and that was 5 weeks ago maybe I need to move away and start again, I just want to be happy again and feel normal.
So much for family I don’t hear from my brother or sister from week to week they only call when they want a babysitter, sometimes when I feel really lonely I make up excuses to call like if they need me to babysit, but there too busy to talk to me.
I can’t afford to go out so I stay in my days just fade into each other weekends i don’t think I even get dressed just sit on the sofa.
I don’t think my mum would be too proud of me now!
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