It's 7 months today since I lost my best friend in the world, my lovely wee mum. Many of you have followed my journey as I began to take small steps back into the world after the biggest loss of my life. After 5 months away from work I returned on a phased return and felt quite positive that I was getting there. So why is it today that I feel so devastated? I am absolutely distraught and feel as if I have gone backwards…