Hey guys, It's been a long time since i have done a post here. How is everyone? Nice to see some of the old faces are still around. :)
So Basically, 7th of May, my mum is having a breast reconstruction. For all that dont know, She was diagnosed with Stage 3 breast cancer 4 years ago. Darkest times of my life. But she is in the all clear, and it took us over a year to get the date. She has done an amazing job. They…
So as of next week ill be another year older. big 18! Will this sound stupid .. that im scared to go and enjoy myself on my birthday .. ?
I dont even know that i want to go out.. I need a night out.. that im sure of! But the thought of not being able to help if anything goes on... Not that anything should happen.. but you know.
Ok, im struggling, Iv been on holiday, and most of the time iv spent crying myself to sleep…
So im writing to you from lanzarote. Im not looking for people telling me to get off and enjoy my holiday ok? Bcos it doesnt help!
Im finding it tough! Being away with my parents, Its so hard! I just want to come home! I really do! :(
I want to be around my friends, The comforting ones and all my mac friends too.. Even tho im coming on here, it seems like im so far away, It dont understand why im finding it so hard, its…
Well you are all aware that im contemplating on leaving. Well from tomorrow (early hours of sunday morning) i wont be on for 2 weeks. I am going away on holiday, ill see if that time away from my lovely friends on here is harder or easier than i anticipate. Im expecting it to be tough. But whilst im away i think i need to try and forget everything, thats the only way forward im guessing...
So i will be here tonight…
