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FormerMember

1 Oct 2011

So as of next week ill be another year older. big 18! Will this sound stupid .. that im scared to go and enjoy myself on my birthday .. ?

I dont even know that i want to go out.. I need a night out.. that im sure of! But the thought of not being able to help if anything goes on... Not that anything should happen.. but you know.

Ok, im struggling, Iv been on holiday, and most of the time iv spent crying myself to sleep.. i cant cope.. Everyone on here has been FABULOUS but i still have the thought in my head that i really dont want to be here anymore.. and by that, i mean alive. Im sorry.. how selfish is that!!

Sorry guys. Take good care of yourselves! xxx

FormerMember over 13 years ago
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hi Always,

I suggest if you feel as low as that. You pay a visit to your Dr and have a good chat with him about your feelings. We all at one time or another wish we wernt here, but the will to live is so strong in all of us that we fight this depression, We think what it would do to our families and friends. So for what its worth "Always Love You ", You go and get that appointment with your Doc. Remember tomorrow is a Going to be a better day. Now you Look after yourself.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hi Always.I agree with sarsfield.It would be a very good idea to see your GP.Its probably all the shock of whats happened and fear for the future maybe.Please make an appointment and tell him/her exactly how you feel.Many HUGS for you xxxxxx
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hi Always,

I agree 100% with Sarsfield and Janique. Hopefully, at the time of reading this you'll have made an appointment with your GP. You must tell them how you are feeling right now.

Take care and lots of love to you xxxx
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FormerMember over 13 years ago

Hi Always,

I agree 100% with Sarsfield and Janique. Hopefully, at the time of reading this you'll have made an appointment with your GP. You must tell them how you are feeling right now.

Take care and lots of love to you xxxx
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