Dear Blog sorry i have not been here for a while .
Mum has come out of hospital and is to stay with us until the end .
I seem to be making endless tea and taking endless phone calls ( mum cannot hear on the phone so i have to relay ).
I am trying to work at home also , mums TV is SO LOUD i think cross then i think well its not going to be long she has to have her pleasure.
Today we went to see the onecologist at Taunton…
How much more bad news can they give me ?
We were given the results of the last 2 scans its in her Kidneys and in the bone as well as the brain .
Dr Jane told mum that there is no need to see the nerologist ,-i think up till now she thought he was going to give her a cure.
The news had finally sunk in to her so very hard when your mum says Jayne i'm coming home to die !
We cried together , i cried all the way…
Thursday - well its now 4 days since the 'NEWS'. The emotions i have gone through in this 4 days i did not know i had .
The tears of 'why my mum' to the anger .Why this woman who didn't smoke , only ever had a occcasional sherry,ate lots of fish and did lots of crosswords .
The steroids have kicked in and she is happy she can now use her left arm , physios are helping her to walk.
Then she says…
3 days ago i was told that my mum only had weeks to live .
It started with a fall in her bathroom gashing her arm on the 7th of November , she could not get down stairs to phone me for 7 hours , we got there broke in and got her a ambulence .
I had the feeling she had had a stroke but Doctor was more concerned that she had broke her foot or Arm , x-rays done and she was sent home with us .
Still not happy on the monday…
