Thursday - well its now 4 days since the 'NEWS'. The emotions i have gone through in this 4 days i did not know i had .
The tears of 'why my mum' to the anger .Why this woman who didn't smoke , only ever had a occcasional sherry,ate lots of fish and did lots of crosswords .
The steroids have kicked in and she is happy she can now use her left arm , physios are helping her to walk.
Then she says' i would like to buy a new coat for the summer' and then looks at me and adds 'i won't see summer will i ' We cried together
We talked a lot last night i hope that in the next few days the hospital will let her home .she is to have a ct scan on friday and they say that they will have a better idea of HOw long .
