lostsoulx2's blog

Having a hard time dealing and accepting that my mom has a cancer that is terminal although she is going through chemo which does nothing more then prolong her pain and suffering but my stepfather wants the chemo so my mom does it. Other family members seem to have accepted my mom's fate but I can't seem to come to terms with it and anyway shape or form. I have a mental illness and have cut myself off from all emotions…

Partner and I have decided surgery was the treatment for him. But the last surgery he had went really bad and his recovery time was alot longer then it should have been because it went so wrong. I am so scared that this surgery will go wrong. And that he will be left with more damage then what the doctor's are claiming might happen along the lines of unusual damage like his last surgery which was gall bladder removal…

My partner feels and thinks it has to be the end to our intimate life after he has surgery to remove his prostate. I have tried many ways and words to tell him it is only a new beginning in learning new ways to give oursleves pleasure but he just does not seem to get it. Thought I hit a break through last night but only got the word stubborn out of him. Don't know who will give in on this first me who loves him enough…

My partner and I had great news today. We found out that his Bone scan and MRI were clear. The cancer had not traveled past his prostate. I am also happy to say that he is finally opening up and talking to me about how he is feeling and not just about the treatments that were offered him today. But emotionally about things he is feeling which he had not been doing. He had been so closed lip about himself. Although he…

Partner diagnosised with prostate cancer. He seems to be changing right before my eyes and becoming a total stranger. I have vowed to stand behind him through this no matter what. But not knowing how to help him emotionally with what he is going through much less myself.