littlestar's blog

so it's a new day and looking forward to going to my parents for a few days break. think i am beginning to take things out on my boyfriend so thought i would give him a break. decided to wear a wig today and put some make-up on and it always makes me feel better. I am looking forward to my race for life this sunday. my sisters my mum auntie and close family friend are all joining me. My twin has got us some fancy dress…

Well it will be two weeks since the op tomorrow and my boob is still very very bruised but it does look much better than last week. The infection is clearing up nicely and i have more movement in my arm now...well i say movement, my arm is actually very painful and tender to touch. Have a physio appointment on thursday so see what they say. I am pretty sure it's the tendon thats gone crazy!!. Any one else had this problem…

well where do i start. i went for my follow up today from my op and didn't get the news i was expecting. right so first of all they said i had 4 nodes which were infected, 2nd i have to have another op as they need to take out just a bit more, 3rd had my drain out but got an infection from the dressing so got to go on anti biotics. phewww.....so my emotions got the better of me and i broke down in floods of tears on the…

Well i have just had my operation, lumpectomy with axillary node dissection. Not to sore so i am pleased about that. the drain which i have had to come home with is not at as bad as i feared, although only been a day so far, my mind might change by next week!!. got physio exercises to do, which is three times a day. couldn't do any before left hospital, but managed to do some before i went to bed last night. They said…

feeling low today. feeling very scared and worried that bc has spread to right side even though i have finished my chemo and got op on 6th. my right side has been checked by docs everytime i saw them before my chemo and scanned in jan09 and all fine, but i have that nagging feeling. think i am being paranoid and full of anxiety at the moment.