Hi Everyone, Thought i would let you all know i have returned to work today. Was the scariest day ever leaving Julian (jools) for the first time in over a month. He insisted i should try and get some sort of normality back in my life, and not just hang around waiting for him to die. As i got into the car i could have been sick, all manner of thoughts were running through my brain....what if?........what if?........Anyway…