Back to Work!!!!!!!

Hi Everyone, Thought i would let you all know i have returned to work today. Was the scariest day ever leaving Julian (jools) for the first time in over a month. He insisted i should try and get some sort of normality back in my life, and not just hang around waiting for him to die. As i got into the car i could have been sick, all manner of thoughts were running through my brain....what if?........what if?........Anyway we had agreed that he should text me every couple of hours ( he cant speak anymore ) and as agreed he sent them to me. Messages i received were....still breathing.......still alive. At least i knew he was ok. Everyone at work were brilliant and understood my dillema and were really kind and supportive. Anyway after the stress of going to work today, i am having tomorrow off!!!!!!!!!! Going to try just going in every other day.....if only for a few hours. Things are starting to progress with help now. The local hospice have provided him with a chair, as sleeping in bed is a no go area. All the meds have been delivered to be administered in final stages. Hopefully a lite writer is coming tomorrow , which hopefully will give Jools the ability to communicate once more ( bet i am in for a rollicking!!!!!!). District nurse is coming in every couple of days etc etc. Jools had a better day today said its because the sun is shining. Hope you are all keeping well. Love to all Kathryn xxx