One of those slow days!

Its one of those slow days today,you know the ones i mean where you lie in bed for ages after the alarm goes off looking for the strength to get out of bed,you finally get in the shower and its an effort to even wash and when your dried its an old pair of joggies and a holy t shirt you reach for, i was meant to be working but called in and changed my day till Thursday,ive got a few things to pick up at the local shops then i want a dvd with the wee one as hes the only one home today and is back to school next week. I actually think ill miss the kids when they go back to school they keep me sane and busy! Maybe im so tired as i was at the ladyboys last night which was fantastic but i was out pretty late for me these days...11.30 pm- very rock and roll ! Even managed half a cider lol! I have a visit tomorrow with my transplant consultant which im not looking forward to at all,first visit since i found out i had cancer and im obviously very worried about my transplant health,if that goes not only do i have to fight cancer but go back on dialysis which was no fun the first time round,i did dialysis at home every night all night though a catheter in my stomach but as i now have two big dogs who sleep with me(sad i know!)and ive had so much abdominal surgery i very much doubt i would be adle to do that again so it would probably have to be hem three times a week in hospital. I know you may think im jumping the gun but i like to think about everything,good and bad and feel im a realist rather than a pessimist. Bit like a girl guide eh - always prepared! On a lighter note after work on Thursday im going shoe shopping,my favouite thing in the world for a nice pair of gold sandals for a wedding we have coming up soon! Hope you all have a great day ,take care Leigh xx