I really hope i dont offend any of you with my language in this, but its about time i felt like fighting again,, as off my last 2 blogs you will know i was wondering if id made right decision going back to work , well im glad i did it then or what i have just found out would mean def not, i wouldnt have even tried, , yes its been emotional but i think from responses ive had that is normal ,so im ok with that , and yes…
well after a nice few days i came to earth with a bump,, maybe it was the stress of going back to work ,i dont know , but someone said something last night that just set me off ,they didnt mean to but when your grieving you easily take things the wrong way, so lots of tears, 1 hrs sleep not good with busy shift to do ,but was ok but tired and then our occupational therapist ar work popped into see me ,she was part of…
well tommorow is the day ,back to work , yes same place that treated me so badly, but i need a focus ,to keep my mind busy, but i feel sick at the thought ,i dont know if im strong enough ,also doesnt help my fav resident is dying which isnt going to be easy, but ive got to do it, its what im good at giving someone that love and peace and kindness at the end ,
dont get me wrong i have been a bit brighter since fri,…
Well lets start with the result .... sadly after playing very well portsmouth lost but thats not the important thing,,, ill start with the night before ,
I heard my son singing songs from the lion king at the top of his voice in the bath ,it was so funny ,bless him , he was so excited he couldnt sleep , up at 7 am and breakfast had ready to go, i took some pics but dont know how to put them on here , but they are on…
well i have the biggest smile on my face ,and want to share it with you all :))))) xxxx
Ju,s dying wish was that our son would see their beloved portsmouth play in semi final of fa cup , but i tried everything except stealing but sadly to no avail ,but we had friends round here ,dinner ,lots of tears and laughter,watched it on tv ,well they only bloody won !!! ju def pulled some strings , ,well we were planning that…
