Just an update for you all , we have booked my daughters sky dive for 19th june ,sadly only my eldest can do it as you have to be over 16 , but my nutty best friend has said if we can raise enough she will do it too,
I was disapointed as our local macmiilan cant support us as they deem it a dangerous activite so we cant use any macmillan merchandise or sponsor forms but we can still donate all the money to them ,
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I have not been on here for a while,
Maybe a good thing as life is moving on, im putting the pain and heartbreak behind me, work is just fab ,ive gained so much confidence and my abilites are growing daily, my patients are well looked after and i am a diff person now, cancer and losing ju brought me to my knees ,i saw no way out but i have proved thats not the case ,
Do not get me wrong i will always love ju, he is…
I as many of you know have been struggling a bit the last few weeks , but i feel like i am slowly feeling better , but i even suprised myself yesterday , i recieved a phonecall at work mon to say i had a shift in A&E yesterday ,normally we have to do a week of shadow shifts first but apparantly my work speaks for its self and they said they were just going to throw me in at the deep end , i was really chuffed and excited…
Just a quick note,
I have just lit a candle in memory of ju, but also all those we have sadly lost this year ,all of us left behind and those suffering but even though i had a few tears its a memory candle and smells just beautiful , its uplifting and calming apparantly , a bit like i try to be :)
I dont need to tell you what mac and my friends on it has done for me ! one friend in particular another young widow has…
