I cant believe its been a week since ju, passed away , i still feel lost as though a part of me is missing, yesterday was my worst day i was distraught, i never thought i could feel that much , physical and emotional pain, i couldnt see my way out till something really strange happened, im not going into what as you will prob all think im mad, but ju gave me a sign that he was ok and yes with a smilie face attached, i…
I am starting to worry im going to flatten my mother in law. she is making me so angry , ive stood up to her but just gos in one ear and straight out the other, we have told her if hubby doesnt want to see her shes not going to see him but she thinks its her given right as she is his mother, " her words" and why wouldnt he want to see her " also her words ", so every time she rings i say the same and shes narky and im…
well , wont go into this week as long and very sad week, feeling very sorry for myself especially last couple of days until today, i found some balls :)) , and stood up to my inlaws, and my god it felt good, they havent visited for two days as we are only doing every other day, then were due to come today but hubby said no, so i put them off and they were all fine or so i thought !! till i thought id be nice and ring…
I was right , i just wish i was wrong, sometime to much knowledge is not helpful, im talking time scale, but as family and children dont know im not going to say on here, but its not long, so all eventualities covered for if children cant cope , everything in place for my hubby , but if im honest what about me, im fine with all practicalities but it keeps hitting me in waves , i went shopping today put new cd on as i…
As you all know how poorly my hubby is , you will be as amazed as me at what he did this morning , forget all the practical reasons why he cant leave the house, or even get up the stairs, or the fact he now sleeps most of the time , and can only just get out of his chair to go to the toilet, well bless him ,he sneaked out at 6 am to buy me some roses from local shop how he did it i dont know, but i do know i have never…
