Where do i start , i know i havent been around for a while but i wanted to thankyou all so so much for your messages and kind words ,but if im honest since the bad news i had about my friend i have found it very hard coming on here , not just because of that but ive also had some things happen in my personal life which have made me a lot more positive and i really need to focus on getting my head round it and trying to…
Well what is going on on here ? ive just hijacked carolines blog as if honest im so peed off ! im even thinking of leaving , its beyond a joke now,
I came on this site as my husband was dying ,he died in march and i could not have got through without the support ,love and kindness on here , i have 2 very special friends from here that will be my closest friends prob forever , and i wish i could name all the rest of…
I wasnt going to blog today , but i saw on the young widow thread ,their is some really sad posts ,i have posted on their but i also wanted to blog too, for anyone else who hasnt read it ,
It will be 7 months tommorow since ju died, its also my daughters 14 th birthday ,yet another one of those crappy firsts, but do you know what im ok !!!! this time their were no tears whilst shopping for or wrapping her pressies …
Where do i start ,those of you who know me know ive had a truly awful weekend ,its a long story but basically for those who dont know ,a nasty vindictive witch (im being polite ) has been sendind me hate mail and putting really nasty things on a certain social networking site, which i dont need to tell u are untrue as you all know me better than that ,
Well anyway as a couple of very close friends on here know i was devastated…
Well i am shattered but i feel so good ,i knew this job had been given to me for a reason, it just feels so right, like its meant to be,
I started on surgical ward today ,apparantly one of the hardest wards ,but i dont dont care i love hard work, most of patients are post mastectomy, reconstruction ect, lots having chemo and radiotherapy , and i loved it, they were all quite happy to let me do their obs ect and care…
