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  • almost 3 weeks since mom died.. feeling lonely and lost.

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    Tomorrow it will be only 3 weeks since my mom passed away. 2 months ago, everything was normal.. Our life was perfectly normal... I cant belive how can life change to fast? I talked a lot with my mom. But now afterwards, i feel like i didnt have time to say anything?? And that i would have so much to tell her still. Hmm but i think its normal? I wanna discuss with her about her illness and everything it occured. I wanna…
  • Anyone has good advices... :(

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    If you have read my blog earlier, you know that my mom passed away on wendsday last week after a 3 weeks battle against bile duct cancer. So far, i have been coping with it good, i think.. tho im still little worried about am i normal or not (btw, thanks to all of you who replied to my last blog entry!!!
  • Is there something wrong with me?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    My mother passed away on wednesday... It was the worst thing that could have happened. I remember when i was standing in the front of the see in a small village in Norway, watching to the see and thinking i will never survive from this. That was when i heard my mom was seriously ill, but wasnt sure yet what it was. The past 3-4 weeks has been hell. I have never cried so much in my entire life than during those weeks…
  • Mom, why did you have to leave?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    My dear mother passed away yesterday 19th August at the age of 42... Only 20 days after we got her diagnosis.. This all happened so fast.. I have no idea how i will ever survive. I miss her so much already... There is no words to tell how much she meant to me and how close she was to me. I feel like i didnt have time to tell her all i wanted, tho i told her a lot. But i guess its normal to feel that there would…