It's been shockingly nearly 2 months since nana passed away. It's not gotten easier yet it still raw in painful knowing that the huge part of my life has changed now she has gone. I miss her desperately and cant even begin to comprehend facing here graveside. I still want this to be some huge mistake and her to phone me saying well you won't believe what happened. I am now facing counselling that has been set up over…
i dont know what to do with myself nana lost her fight with ovarian cancer at 10:15 this morning i feel lost and numb i feel empty and as though i am in some horrible dream this has all happened to fast and i dont know how i am going to get through this i know she isnt in pain any more and she is back in my grandads arms but i miss her soo much it hurts i held her hand willing with every fibre in my body that she would…
just got home after what was a normal day spent with my son popped to the shop n made a call to see how my nan was only to be told that i was about to be phoned. the end of life (pathway) medication has started an i felt sick knocked to the core when i was told the rate she is deteriorating they don't think she has a week left how in the hell did this happen how didnt i see it or do more sooner i keep racking why didnt…
. I am the granddaughter of an astounding woman a woman who raised me when things were hard and helped me become who i am today. For a few weeks now i have been caring for this lady who means the world to me being very ill an in discomfort. It began 5 weeks ago when she complained of pain around her pelvis she assumed she was having a ruff few days of her old friend Arthur ( arthritis ). But after a week the pain wasn't…
