I am lost

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i dont know what to do with myself nana lost her fight with ovarian cancer at 10:15 this morning i feel lost and numb i feel empty and as though i am in some horrible dream this has all happened to fast and i dont know how i am going to get through this i know she isnt in pain any more and she is back in my grandads arms but i miss her soo much it hurts i held her hand willing with every fibre in my body that she would squeeze it back. an finally my weakness in having to leave as i coudlt sit ther any longer convinced she had moved or breathed i just dont know how i am goin to do this now i need my nana an i miss her soo soo much its not fair that she has been stolen from me like this i am heartbroken lost weak and utterly devastated i just want to hug her n to hear her voice 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    thank you nic for all your kindness it really dus mean alot xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dear Emily

    from what you have written it sounds like your nan was a truly amazing lady.

    She is now free from pain and where she needs to be, with her husband, your grandad. Together, looking after you every step of the way.

    Take care, be strong

    love jmd xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dear Emily

    Sending you a big big hug..  One small step at a time... and in the meantime there are lots of lovely people here to support you..

    Wishing you a swift and peaceful journey to the time when you can remember and smile

    Little My x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I can't add to those lovely messages Emily, so I'll just send you a really big hug.

    Colin xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Emily, I am so sorry to hear about your Nan passing away. Grief is always a very difficult journey. Eventually things will happen in your day that will help you to smile and remember Nan from the experiences that you had together and from the happy memories.

    God bless you and remember that Nan isn't too far away, big hugs, Lisa x