First blog!

  • last blog!! ;(

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    Sunday 24th June 6.00pm

    That was the date and time, my amazing dad took his last breath. He was surrounded by his family and extended family and the lovely nurses at the hospice. 

    At that moment, i experienced the worst pain possible. It has been nearly 2 whole days in this pain, i thought the pain was meant to get easier. To me, my heart just feels like it is broken, and will always remain that way.

    If i had one piece…

  • So deep in Denial i'm swimming

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    Well good evening everyone. Thanks for tuning in for another post of rambling!

     

    Today has been one of the worst days of my life.

    Today my dad told me he was giving up!

    Today was the last day he had dialysis.

    Today was the day my dad was admitted to the Hospice

    Today was the day i was meant to accept the fact that my dad is going to die. And i did accept for about 30 minutes, whilst he was going through everything…

  • Roller coaster!!

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    Well hello again,

    Seems that blogging seemed to help because i'm back at it. 

    Cancer is such a roller coaster ride, yesterday and this morning i was preparing for my dad to have a few weeks left with us. 

    This afternoon it has gone back up to a few months. The MRI scan this morning showed no cancer on his spine, however there is cancer in his hips which is why he is struggling to walk. I don't know if that was good…

  • In denial.

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    Hello, i thought i'd try writing a blog to see how it helps.My name is Daisy i have just turned 21 and my Dad is dying of cancer.

    5 weeks ago we were given the bad news that my dad had tumors on his kidneys, which has spread to his liver, lungs and scapula. The prognosis wasn't good, but we were told he had time, months possibly years. I came back from my holiday to find my dad had spend 4 days in hospital with…