last blog!! ;(

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Sunday 24th June 6.00pm

That was the date and time, my amazing dad took his last breath. He was surrounded by his family and extended family and the lovely nurses at the hospice. 

At that moment, i experienced the worst pain possible. It has been nearly 2 whole days in this pain, i thought the pain was meant to get easier. To me, my heart just feels like it is broken, and will always remain that way.

If i had one piece of advise for those who have lost their loved one it is simple.

 

just take the next breath

 

That is literally what i have been doing since then, when i feel like my head is going to explode i just take the next breath, because that's all i need to do is take it. 

One breath at a time!!

it was the worst thing i have ever had to do, and it was horrible!! 

i will never get over this ever!

i just want to thank all those people who have supported us and offered me kind words and prayers through this blog and this website. You are truly amazing!! 

 

 

i love you all

A heartbroken Daisy

Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    so sorry daisy words are just never enough love and hugs to you and yours Sharon xxxxxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Daisy

    I too feel your pain I lost my dad, my first love ,my hero on May 20th he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer just 3 weeks before he passed away he was also surrounded by his loving family at home as he tuck his last breath and I now find comfort in that I was their for him right until the very end ...It was very sureal music playing lavender oil burning and i gave my dad reflexoligy  right until the end. I would love to say it gets better but I dont belive it will , I think life will now be very different but I must stay strong for my mom and my children.

    Thinking of you and sharing your pain 

    Lisa x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    BIG HUGS Daisy

    It is such an awful time for you, but the memory and pain of those last hours will fade I promise you.  But for now embrace your dad as he is not far away, he'll never be far away.  xx