Does it ever get easier?

  • Haven't posted in months...

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    What a couple of months it has been.. with happy and sad memories.

    On October 16th we were called to Birmingham to see my Grandad who had taken a turn for the worst. On 17th oct, my Grandad sadly passed away.

    We then celebrated my brothers 21st birthday, I went away for a few days to get away from everything, which was much needed.

    Awaiting my mothers CT scan results to see if she was okay to continue treatment, we…

  • Back to it

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I feel so lucky to have such an amazing best friend. Just got home from a surpirse week away in Birmingham, Cardiff and London. I've never laughed so much in one week, it reaaaally did take my mind off EVERYTHING. It was time away, we were able to laugh together and cry, so needed that. The night before we were due to go my mum took a turn for the worst, but it was planned so i returned home every other day to see her…

  • Angry

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Ever since I stepped foot off that plane I've felt like I could scream and swear at everyone. The minute we touched down in England it was back to the same old crap. Not even been back in England 24 hours to be off to Birmingham with my mum to visit my grandad who is becoming very distressed. My mum is struggling this week and I've noticed an awful change in my dad :( he's getting really sick and tired of all this crap…

  • Wow!

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Overnight I seemed to have made significant progress! Last night I went out for some drinks with a very close friend and we just reminisced and laughed the night away. I genuinely can't remember the last time I enjoyed myself like that and didn't come home wanting to go to go to sleep and never wake up again! To continue the good spirits, I've had a big fat smile on my face allllll day, whilst catching up with…

  • Why am I not excited for my holiday?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    Finished work today till next Wednesday and I'm off to Rome on Thursday and STILL no excitement. The tension in my house is so high, everyone's so snappy, I should be buzzing to get away but I couldn't care less. I'm usually so organised but I haven't sorted out anything for my holiday yet.. I just can't be bothered.