Angry

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FormerMember

2 Sep 2013

Ever since I stepped foot off that plane I've felt like I could scream and swear at everyone. The minute we touched down in England it was back to the same old crap. Not even been back in England 24 hours to be off to Birmingham with my mum to visit my grandad who is becoming very distressed. My mum is struggling this week and I've noticed an awful change in my dad :( he's getting really sick and tired of all this crap but he knows damn well it's gona get a whole lot worst and there's nothing we can do to stop it. Visiting my grandad like this is so upsetting and seeing what my nan has to deal with on a daily basis is just horrendous. It's exhausting for my mum to be travelling 100 miles down the motorway to visit them. My friends gran's been told that they're stopping her treatment and if she wants to continue she has to go private. Which is something I didn't really want to hear. Even in Rome, something still managed to ruin it. Managed to get my purse stolen. So I've got a load of pointless crap to sort out on top if this, like banking and replacement of ID. Being told its all gona be okay.. IS IT? Really? Want to scream

FormerMember over 10 years ago

Hi Bethany

I am so sorry to hear of your story, it must be incredibly difficult for you (understatement), My step dad was told he had brain cancer last week, my family is in shock, my mum was in pieces when she told me, i've been struggling with severe depression and anxiety since then and it seems like its only going to get worse from here on in, wish i had a cure to your stress but im seeking 1 out too, its almost unbareable, i just wanted to comment because the only thing that gives me some ease of mind, is that there is many others going through what we are, and were sort of in this together, you should join the chat if you havn't already, its good to take your mind off of all this, even if its only briefly, wish you luck.

Daryl
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FormerMember over 10 years ago

Hey Bethany,

Sorry it's been a few days :(

I've read your blogs, and it's so strange, I recognise completely where your head is at right now, or at least I could take a damn good guess. It's horrible being 'ok' one minute and then the next day you wake up and it's bad again. I understand how confused and fed up you must be right now.

How was Rome? Sorry to hear about your purse, I'd have been absolutely devastated. It's not what you need right now.

I'm sorry to hear about your Grandad too - just a little bit more for your family to worry about :( sounds like you're doing a great job helping your family out though. How you all doing this week?

Hope you're ok Beth xx
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