You all must be thinking by now Here she goes again! Last one i promise, the tears are flowing as i am writing this x
I would like to say a big thanks you to all in chat who over the past few months have helped me in any way especially you johnoconnor im really grateful that you took the time thats first day you got me talking - you gave me the kick i needed to open up.
I have tried so hard over the last few months to get myself sorted but losing my daughter has really gave me a bump. Still now 6 months on i dont understand why her - why a four year old who had her whole life ahead of her - its beyond me.
Chat has been a lovely place to be and im so glad i have found you all, and i hope in some way i have maybe helped some of you although very unlikely at the moment.
People keep asking how i am but i cant explain all i know is im not me im not megan and i know that doesnt make any sense but hey....which is why i feel like i dont belong here anymore and i am wasting everyones time.
I also want to say sorry to everyone who has had to listen to me moaning on and to say hopefully i wont be bothering you all again after tonight.
Once again thanks so much and Goodbye - will miss you all loads xxx
Megan
