beverley26's blog

its been 6 months since mum died, I feel like I have been living life on a helter skelter, for the first few weeks it didnt really hit me, then I went so down, I didnt think I was ever going to get out of the pit, i saw the doctor she gave me pills and they dint really help, said I was feeling better, meant to be going to see a councillor on Thursday. Shes not going to able to bring Mum back, I want the world to stop…

I have not been a member of this site for to long, infact I think my first blog was just over 5 weeks ago. Mym became very ill this time last week and the Alzheimers took over my mum. Hopefully with this disease taking over mum would never know she had cancer. By Thursday of last week we had to move mum into a hospice where mum was heavily sedated, and Saturday morning mummy passed away. Yesterday we buried her and…

Wishing everyone a better 2009, I know for a lot of people its going to be a hard year, myself included, but Yesterday was the past, tomorrow is the future and today is the Present. Lets not take anything for granted and enjoy every minute as best as we can. Lots of love big hugs and kisses to you all xx

Going with the family to spend a very special week with my mum to Wales in the morning, but before I turned off the laptop I just wanted to wish you all a really special Christmas 2008. You are all very special people and you deserve only the best. Thank you all for your support in the last few months and I look forward to catching up with you after Christmas. Lots of love Beverley

Its been some time since I have come back to this site, if I came back on this site then it makes it all so real. Cant really avoid it , it is real. Mum has now moved in with us, seems like she never lived anywhere else. Its hard work but to say I love every minute is an understatement. Mum loves being with us and is so comfortable, she even tells me off when I tell Jangles our dog to get of her bed. By the end of this…