When will it end

I'm sorry Alan... but know that it is part of the deal and that each "hit", if you will, is chipping away at this head game.  I call it guerilla warfare man.  Hang in and keep your eye on the prize buddy.  

Hugs.

Lori

really sorry that your feeling that way alan...i wish i lived closer then id be round for a coffee..

i wish i knew what to say to make you feel better but we are all so different...

some people worry more then others its just the way we are...

all i can say is do as much as you can while you can and enjoy each day as it comes but its not that easy for some of us at times...words dont allways help...

so if nothing else i can send you a big    >>>  HUG  <<<

as a friend .....

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Hi Alan,

I haven't spoken to you before but I've just read your post and felt that I really had to reply even if only to say, 'You are not alone - I'm sending you strength, courage and BIG cyber hugs.

Do something Alan. Make a cuppa, turn the volume down on the tele (keep the picture - for a skeet) put some music on and have a dance. Just let those legs and arms dangle to the music - you may feel like a nutcase - but y'know - it works.

Thinking of you.

Big Hugs,

Tricia. X

Hi Alan,

            I know exactly how your feeling, (2years from I finished treatment!) and IT still bites me on the bum when I'm least expecting it to!

We have all been through very real and traumatic experiences,mentally as well as physically,there is no shame in feeling like this!

I myself am a very deep thinker,like an old dog with a bone, chewing away at things,not a good way to be sometimes but Tricia is right about music,when I'm feeling down, on goes a Queen cd,up goes the volume and honestly, by the time the cd is over,I feel a whole lot better!

Big hugs to you Alan,

                               Alison.x

(((((Alan)))))

I have only been a carer so can`t imagine how you feel, but i can understand your fears..just wanted to send you a hug

love scarlet xxx