I'm Ms. Muggles, Suddenly., Everything became tooo much and I really believed that life had returned to 'normal' after regular 6 month CT scans. Well, it is my last one that brings me, rather selfishly, back.
My last scan recommended a colonoscopy of the transverse colon. I'm numb. Upon reading the report, they are looking at a 4.1 cm new suspicious looking thickening of the transverse colon. I became violently sick the day of the procedure and had to cancel. I have not yet done it. I'm terrified after having read about what it likely means on various abstracts online.
I suppose, I simply don't know what to do now. I live in terror. Please bear with me.
Ms. Muggles
Hi Ms Muggle,
Your sisters tale reminded me of VE day during the first lock down. Our next door neighbours organized scones and cream and jam to celebrate. The neighbours on our other side joined in and everything was put out on a table mid way, nicknamed ' the transfer table'. We each went up, helped ourselves, then went back to our own drive, before the next lot went. This was fine until I realised we were all using the same spoon for the jam!!!! We were first up, but I got my own spoon after that!!! Keep your chin up. xxxxx
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