Feeling a bit meh today

Hi Rach, I feel for you. I have days like that and am thinking of you. 

Thanks MarmiteFan59 feeling a little better today but still in a bit of a funk.  Will hopefully come out of it soon.  Hope you are well. X

Hi Rach_E Hope you're feeling at bit more positive today. I have days when I think to myself I'm worrying about the next scan and what it will show, then I think well whatever's there will just have to be nuked. Yes we all overthink things, me included, but I'm of the mindset I won't let it beat me.

Throughout my chemo I've hardly gone out except for dog walking, no contact with friends and family, no going out for coffee and a natter. I've isolated so I won't catch anything and get all my treatments over with. After my final chemo on Friday and any side effect days I'm planning to meet up with friends and live again, even might disclose my bald head!!

Sending you hugs, Barb xx

Some days I feel overwhelmed by everything, I worry about scans and what they will show, I worry if it is spreading even though I’m on treatment and I was told last month it was stable and had a little bit of shrinkage.  Like I said on my other post I am a lumpy person anyway but worry if lumps are old or new.  It runs through my mind if I can’t be helped and I don’t have long left.  I know it all seems stupid but sometimes it’s a lot to deal with. X