Hello again, I apologise i have been on already today but im not really handling things very well. After my post I got a call this evening from my oncology nurse. The mri with contrast showed no evidence of cancer on it anywhere putting this along with the biopsy results they are putting me at stage 1a. They believe it has been caught v early and the hysterectomy will be my only needed treatment and i will be cancer free. I was on a high for a couple of hrs and then I started to panic. I am trying my best but I cant get myself to a place i believe I will be ok. I now have started to worry that taking my womb out will cause a spread to somewhere else. And of course google has plenty of stories to back this thought up.
Hi Ma80, this shows exactly why we advise people not to Google. Google does not know better than your oncology team. By googling you’re opening yourself to out of date, inapplicable and downright false information. None of these options will help you. I’m not at all surprised that you’ve panicked yourself - your choice now is whether you continue to believe junk, self sabotage and undermine your ability to get through this well. We are all living breathing evidence that it’s possible to get through this and out the other side. And we didn’t do that by reading junk, we did that by listening to each other, taking support from each other and trusting in our brilliant medical teams.
In other news, what absolutely brilliant news about your predicted stage - that, along with your predicted grade - is the best news any of us could wish for, and I’m really chuffed for you.
