Today was my thyroid ultrasound. A student did it and the instructor checked her work after and said to the student pointing at the screen "did you get that?" What in the world could she have been talkimg about? I posted my whole story already and the moderator said no one can comment on my post because no one is medically trained. I live in the US so its not just easy for me to use the services here that she suggested because I can't do long distance calls and I have very little money. My health fear is so intense that my teeth chatter to the point to where they feel like they are going to break and all of my muscles in my body shake uncontrollably. I tried to book a mental health councler but it's $200 per session and through insurance it's $1500 per session which is the co pay. The insurance in the US is a joke. So I'm alone here with all of this anxiety with no outlet and no one to talk to. I'm very sorry for being on here with no diagnosis but I don't know where else to turn. We do have support groups here on face book but someone tried to black mail me on there so I refuse to use it. I don't know what I'm expecting anyone could say here to help me so this will probably be my last post. My prayers go out to everyone here. If you read this, thank your for listening.
