Hi new to the group

Hi, I’m sorry to hear about your dad’s diagnosis and the loss of your sister. You’ve done the right thing by talking to someone on here and airing your emotions! It is very hard and I see you got good support from your mum and friends. But if there are any cancer support centres near you, I’d go along to one and have a chat with someone or phone one of them as it does help to talk to a stranger that can give you a listening ear for you to vent and tell them how you are feeling. My husband went to a Maggies centre and they supported him while he released his emotions. I speak to charity on the phone called CLAN in Scotland and they are great and have helped me talk about my diagnosis. 
Hope this helps? 

Take care 

Michele 

Thank you for your reply and kind words.

will look into different support groups near me.