I feel I've been given another chance.
My tumour has reduction in size. 2cms in all 3 measurements. It's a kind of huge avocado shape. I am extremely hyper at the moment.
No counselling, just a year of fear, but now, new hope, so please anyone out there.
5 out of 8 chemos. Radiotherapy actually made it 5%larger, after 26/40 sessions.
When it was cancelled, of course I thought I was nearing the end. The side effects have been horrendous. As you all know, but now I have hope again. I'm here to chat if anyone needs me, Posh Paws
Hi @postpaws
I remember all too well the oncologist telling my wife "the only thing we can offer is chemotherapy and that is often not effective" - but when we tried it is shrank her tumors.
Keep the good news going and thanks for letting us know.
We are six years of living with cancer - not out.
<<hugs>>
Steve
Steve, I believe you were the very first contact on here for me. Your wife's experience gave me hope. It seemed there was Noone else.
I don't know if an operation may be discussed in the future, again, but in all honesty, I'm terrified of the idea. Perhaps, chemo sessions is the way to go. Just control the growth, and live each magical day, by day. I wake up every morning thankful, even on a grey day like today. Just put the Lion King on!!!!
Live, love life!
Thank you both, Chris, x
I am not coping very well, anyone out there?
Hi Poshpaws, whereabouts is your tumour? Good news you saw a reduction in size a couple of moths ago. Did you finish the chemo?
Shackleton
Hi Shackleton. Pelvic region, left glutea. I've had 7, and now on a pause. I thought I'd start to feel better but I have no energy, and rarely want to go out. 2 hours is my limit, and have hardly any appetite. I've somehow lost me.
Hi Annie1974, I'm feeling sorry for myself. My partner keeps asking me o go out, for a meal,, or a drink. He just doesn't get it. My taste buds are practically dead, so our old lifestyle is reduced to me agreeing to go, eat tiny amounts, drink water, or my new found Aquarius lemon.
I have become boring.
Well get your big girl pants on and go out your not boring x
Hi - I was just watching a TV programme and they were talking about a little charity called dudes & dogs. Too many men need some big girl pants too.
I know I had the feeling of loss of the life we expected and sometimes it can help just to sit back and recognize that feeling - a bit of a step back and think well this is rubbish.
One of the things we discussed once was "why me" and "it is not fair" - well it is worth noting sometimes it is ok not to be ok, it is also ok to think - but tomorrow will be another opportunity.
<<hugs>>
Steve
Hi Poshpaws, I wondered how you were getting on? I hope you’re feeling a bit better now. Let us know when you can.
all the very best,
Shackleton
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