One year on

Hi all.  Just a quick thread as it’s now exactly a year since I started this journey    Was totally bewildered by it all at the time , but with the help and knowledge from others on this site I got through ( special thanks to bri.  Millibob)    Looking back it all seems a blur now and although I’m doing really well, I realise I could have a recurrence, although when first  diagnosed I would have gave anything to be where I’m at today.   I’m 3 weeks from another psa test which obviously comes into my mind from time to time but the anxiety has dissipated somewhat from the initial first psa after op .  It’s weird as I don’t think of myself of someone who’s had (got ) cancer as pca seems to a bit detached from other cancers ( anyone else think the same).   Anyway I’m not going on with myself but just wanted to drop by and say best wishes to all on the journey or about to start.    I think the mental part of it is the toughest but in time it eases.   I actually have days when I completely forget what went on last year but something triggers it and it comes in to focus but I’ve learnt to see it as an experience which although wasn’t pleasant has gave me a different perspective.   I don’t sweat the small things anymore.      Cheers everyone.  ( I did go on didn’t I ?).   Simon