I thought i was in the clear but, I was wrong. I've been in remission since December 23, 2019. Just last month I went in for my routine 6 month bloodwork and, my ca125 came back at a 20.9. For the last 5 years it's been 3/4. So, naturally they sent me for a CT scan. I got a call about a week and a half later saying they found a couple nodules. I have the results in my health portal, it's just I'm afraid to look at them. I know it's back, it's just scary. I'm more scared now than I was the first time I was diagnosed. I'm staying strong for my boyfriend and family and that's hard. I want to scream, kick, hit something. Yell it's not fair. But then I think, I knew this would happen again it was just a matter of time. Time flew by. And I've done nothing. I go for a pet scan on the 19th and I'm hoping it's not that bad. I'm prepared to fight. At least this time I know what to expect, kinda.
