Terrified I’ve had ovarian for possibly 6 and half years??

There is no need to be sorry and its only right to be scared , hospitals are nothing to be scared of anyone you have to see are all fantastic people who will treat you well no matter what , I can't give you answers as to what the problem is only a specialist or doctor can do that , try not to worry and be positive all the time it does wonders for your body , food wise try to eat as much green veg as you can and wait for your appointment and keep strong 

Thank you for your kindness , I feel just a complete train crash waiting to happen , I’m just so fearful of doctors and dying. My dad died at 58 my mum at 63 and my sister at 31 , I just don’t want to die and leave my little dog , thank you for answering me 

It may not happen to you don't look at this like that look at it like I'm strong and no matter what it takes I'm going to beat the hell out of this and its ok to be fearful of dying I think we all are in some sort of way but please don't be fearful of doctors and hospital they do an absolutely amazing job with everyone they see and treat ok

Thank you but I’m not strong , I’m not strong at all , my fear has spun out of control and I really feel panic stricken , I’ll never give my little dog up 

We are all stronger than we think , ok then say to yourself I'm going to get better no matter what it takes I will be here for my dog no matter what , you got this this girl keep believing for your dogs sake and yourself

Thank you 

I know it'scary when you find a lump where there shouldn't be one but more often than not they turn out to be benign. The lump you've found sounds like it might be a smooth lump and I think cancerous lumps tend to be more jagged and not round.

I'm not a doctor but I do think that if you have had ovarian cancer for 6 years that you would have experienced some symptoms by now like pain or bleeding.

I know it's easier said than done but try not to worry too much as this could very easily be nothing and doctors really are nothing to be afraid of they are there to help you and medicine has advanced so much over the years that there is often a lot the doctors can do.

Just returned from the drs. Found a “hard lump” so now been referred to the 2 week exam test at the colorectal team . And the GP said I could’ve ovarian cancer for 6 and half years and not been that aware of it as it is sometimes that slow growing. I requested a CA125 and an ultrasound and she said that ultrasounds are at the moment possibly running at up to 16 weeks , but if the colorectal team requested it then the CT or MRI would show any other ovarian lumps. I am now just a gibbering wreck . Can’t process any of this , it’s some of my worst fears being made real 

So sorry to hear about your worry, my journey started with an abnormal blood test, I was referred to the GI as it was thought I may have a slight bleed. I had all the tests with them and they did a scan. Outcome grade 3 ovarian cancer with no symptoms just bloating which I've always had. I'm well on the way in my treatment and remaining very positive. The team you have been referred to will investigate to the end an either treat you or refer you. It's not easy the waiting is horrible but keep posting we can't do anything but give you lots of virtual hugs. 

Thank you for your concern , it’s very overwhelming , how on Earth do you all cope every day. This has blown my mind just the initial GP contact , god knows what will happen when I go to the hospital.