Good morning. I’ve not posted for a few months although I have visited the site. Still trying to sort my way around the upgrade. I’m not very tech minded. The reason for no posts is that I have been in limbo and feeling very very low. After my initial diagnosis of Lymphoma, the world went mad. I was advised to shield and I’m still shielding. My consultant felt it was unsafe for me to attend the hospital for a scan and so I waited for 5 months until scan could be done. I’ve been in bits just waiting and not knowing what’s going on in my body. Thankfully the scan was done 2 weeks ago and I will get my results on the 8th September. Until I know what I’m dealing with, my life is on hold. I feel like I’ve been hit with a double whammy- Lymphoma and COVID-19. Always thought that I was a strong person but I am so scared right now. How have you all coped with the pandemic and the worry of contracting it? Best wishes to all Teresa x
Hi Teresa, yes we are all learning how to navigate the new site and some fixes are on going...... it’s rather like an NHL diagnosis. It just takes time, a lot of frustration and stress but you will get there and a plan will be put together.
My lockdown started on 15 March and stayed in my house/garden for 99 days so on 24 June we went out for a run in the car, took a flask and sat beside Loch Ness with not a person in sight.
We have slowly been getting out, looking for ‘safe’ places to go even been out for a few meals and until Wednesday they had all been outside. But I have to say where we went on Wednesday was very well set up and we did feel very safe.
It’s all about assessing risk, COVID is not going away for a long time but having spent many years fighting to get into remission I am not going to let COVID define me.
Following Stem Cell Transplant I am as much danger from things like Mumps, measles as I am from COVID as my SCT killed off my immunity and I am still around coming up to 5 years post treatment and doing great.
Let’s look for a positive direction to be found to move this forward.
Mike ((hugs))
Don't let fear rule your life, just be carful.
Hi Mike
It’s nice to hear from you again and I’m glad to hear that you’re doing well and have started to get out and about following your period of shielding. I have two voices in my head. One telling me that I need to do the same as you and the other telling me it’s too risky.
i have started to let my family come into the garden as I feel more in control and know that I am able to ensure a safe distance. It’s lovely to see the grandchildren but I’m really missing cuddling them.
we have been out for a couple of drives but again I miss the spontaneous stopping off for a meal somewhere.
At the moment my mind is just set on getting those results on the 8th, it’s been a long wait of uncertainty but at last we’re moving forward. Once I’ve got the results, hopefully I can start thinking about how I move forward to a more ‘normal’ life.
Best wishes- Teresa x
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