Ive been having back pain very bad back pain, nose bleeds, fatigue and right out of the blue my gp is screening me for myeloma. I had never heard of it before so its taken a few days to get my head around the possibility that I may have this form of cancer. Having survived throat cancer i find myself back at sleepless nights unable to talk to any of my family about it. I cant bear to put my very elderly parents through it all again and my grown up children. Ive never felt so low. Anyone else up all night and on here chatting?
