finished having chemo about 2 months ago ,.i was on velcade ,i had 52 injections ,according to my doctor at the hospital that was enought for my body to take ,at first i was hospitalised at least 3 times ,usual chest stuff that lead to pneumonia,im back next week and dont know how itll go ,it depends on the bloodtest wgen i had my last chemo, i was told to stop taking all meds related to myeloma ,because my bloods were great ,hope they are just as good this monday ,the effects it has on me is that i just dont give a shite anymore ,nothing is important ,things dont have the same meaning as they did youfind out how your family is ,and who youre friends are ,my daughter cared for me ,but that stopped when i lent a friend some money , she didnt want me to so we argued ,havent seen her or spoke to her since then ,thing is though ,im not bothered my lad comes , but i think its more from duty though,.perhaps its because im 73 and lived a life that i feel this way , so lets see what happens on monday after the latest bloods are done ,cya ,geoff
