Hi. I found out today from my Dr that the fit test I had done has come back higher than normal. Dr is writing to the hospital. I've not long come out of hospital after having half my lung removed& I have to go back next Wednesday for day surgery as they think the cancer in both pelvis has come from my overies. They need to put a camara in my stomach to look at overies& stomach lining. I'm not sure how I'm meant to be feeling about all this,just seems never ending.
Oh gosh I am so sorry .You sound like you are really going through it..I m sure you don t know how you are feeling with all those shocks ! Have a scream or shout and then stand up again and tell the
you are going to beat this ! It’s all you can do and occasionally give in and break down because we are all normal people Yiu can always come on here they are great ! Not sure if my advice helps yo but I had to respond when I read your entry Please don t give up fight it️Sorry as soon as you put one heart it goes all over the place you must need it
No problem whenever anyone sees these they always try and help you even if it doesn’t t help much like mine Keep going 
