Just me

This struggling to breath sometimes not as much as in the beginning but it's still there has anyone thought of getting oxygen off Amazon? I've toyed with the ideal as I feel even if I didnt use it I'd feel more comfortable with the thought that it was there if I needed it.. maybe just me panicking in my head. I just dont feel right mentally right now..

Hiya, I think the anxiety again makes us breathless anytime my anxiety goes it affects my breathing ,I wouldn't buy any oxygen tanks without the Dr prescription, especially online, I'd be too scared, have u got inhalers? Maybe need stronger one? X

I do have inhalers I've noticed I use it more now then I was before. Thank you for listening honestly I feel so lost and alone out here and i feel good one minute and crap the next its crazy.. I've also noticed if i over eat and end up bloated i cant breath good.. so as much as i love food i dont want to eat my next meal.. the last one left me so bloated and feeling breathless i dont want to eat..

And I've noticed my son the only one I have my baby of the lot still lives at home with me hasnt come to see me. I saw him in August when I had pneumonia a couple weeks before my surgery. It's a bus ride to his sisters where I'm at..sorry someone is listening I dont get that around here much as I dont want to put it all on my daughter. Thank you for listening 

No probs, sorry to hear your sons not been to see you?and sorry your feeling the way u r , depression is hard ans si is feeling alone, your probably eating thro boredom too.but after my op I did suffer from bloating and more wind , x

Yeah I really wasnt hungry as I thought I was but kept on eating..lol yeah it's really hurt my feelings he hasnt come. I havent told him that . But yeah feeling down and alone is so hard right now.. 

I was like that the 1st time I had cancer my eldest son was drinking a lot and wasn't there, my emotions where everywhere I thought wats the point etc etc etc, but I had to snap out of it it's hard, I felt sorry for myself a lot but I realy try to think I'm no in control of other people's feelings as I would take everytthe wrong way but it was because I was so negative, just got to try be strong for yourself and focus just on your recovery and put yourself first for now, if you wer like ne I was full if self-pity and poor mes but only I could change that, yeah it's hard to put a face on but hey girl look after yourself your kids are adults your their mother iv learned just to accept we don't all think a like , I don't even know ifvi make sense x