Still in hospital, have appointment to talk to someone at a different hospital about a biopsy. I'm scared their gonna loose me I didnt want to do any of cancer appointments by myself but I am today. I just dont k ow how to feel. Wish there was a McMillan thing here at north tees so they could come to my room and visit me. Just scared, sad and depressed. My ainexity is all over the place.. just want to give up..
Good Morning Frazzled
I was wondering how you were getting on. Are you feeling any better from the chest infection?
Although I understand that you didn't want to go to any appointments on your own, it sounds positive that you are going to talk to someone about the biopsy today. It may be a sign that they are moving things along for you. You need the biopsy done so they can come up with a treatment plan. You have waited a long time and its normal to feel scared and anxious. And being in hospital doesn't help.
Hopefully once you have had the biopsy and the infection is clear you will soon be back home again. I think everything can feel a bit better when you are at home and out of the hospital. Hang in there.
Good luck for today and let us know how you get on.
Jane
