Where do i even begin? My dad was diagnosed with Lung cancer on 19th November 2020. We had a fantastic christmas and new year. Dad in January (this month) started struggling with his breathing and on Monday he had a bad episode where he couldn’t catch his breath. He informed the nurses as they said he had low oxygen levels.
Dad never knew how aggressive his cancer was and he didn’t want to know what stage it was at which i respected this. Dad started his immunotherapy in january and had his second treatment on Tuesday. Unfortunately i was not able to be with him for 48hrs due to radioactive stuff as i am currently 5 months pregnant.
Today i found my dad. ( i wont go into detail ) but he looks peaceful. I really miss him and being pregnant is super hard too. I feel so lost he was my best friend someone i would always call when i
eeded him. I would he at his house in a heartbeat. he was my world. I guess i am writing this to say if you have a loved one who has cancer its ok to get upset you can get through it together, spends much time with that person as you can as you never know when there last day would be 
I am so very sorry to hear this. What a shock this must of even for you. There is a Bereaved family and friends - Discussion Forum
group you can join that may help you through this difficult time.
Don’t forget you can call the Macmillan support line if you need to talk to someone. 0808 808 00 00 any day from 8am until 8pm.
Please take care of yourself and the baby xx
