My husband had his right lymph node adjacent to the trachea biospied Tuesday and the dr said the "preliminary results look promising." He had a nodule in his left lung they will biospy with a needle if the lymph node is negative. We won't know the results till Friday because of the holiday here. I suddenly feel totally wiped out and deflated and depressed, like I can't hold out any longer waiting. How much does the preliminary look count? I am going crazy. He had told us he would know when he went in with the bronchoscope whether it was malignant...now my husband is being really negative about it and I feel all my positivity and trying to be hopeful is a waste. It's like we're two patients. Plus I just had a mammogram today (it was fine) and feel so stressed out. Has anyone else gone through this depression with the waiting and hoping and not knowing?
