Hello everyone it's been a while, how is everyone?
I'm doing okay my end, I'm in therapy for PTSD and that seems to be helping a bit, I've been trying to find communities to discuss my dad's condition with others who have been through the same but have thus far been unsuccessful.
I recently visited the hospice again just to see everyone and thank them (I do this every few months.) also just to update them about my baby as well.
I think things are getting easier, I'm not sure to be honest, I can't really tell where I am in the phase of grieving but I'm better than I was.
I found out from the hospice the formal name condition of what dad passed from as I was curious, it's called acute Carotid Blowout Syndrome, CBS for short, I've searched high and low for information, support groups, bereavement help but I always find little to nothing, it's very lonely, my therapist is great but I can't put into words what happened, me and my sister talk but we're not professionals and most of the time we both just end up making ourselves more upset.
On the upside my little boy is not so little anymore! He's a big boy turning two soon! He is my everything and my world, the best thing I've ever done so far.
If anyone has any tips or advice for me please let me know if be so grateful.
