Hi All, weekly update for Tim(wanna play guitar)
Diagnosed Tonsillar cancer last year right side designated as: T2N1M0 HPV +16
Completed treatment 5/3/21
6 x Cisplatin plus 30 x rads.
So 9 weeks out today(Friday 7-05-2021)
Well after last weeks reversal and most of this week. Found out It was an infection on my chest. I was coughing up thick creamy mucous and had a rash all across the radiation area that resembled Hives or Measles, was told it should settle 7-10 days. No treatment offered, and It has! The rash is almost gone and the cough is tolerable.
So it seems I’m nearly 2 weeks delayed improvement which is annoying as all you want to do is get on and feel better.
Anyway, here’s a current resume of symptoms:
1. Xerostomia(dry mouth) I get it mostly at night and in the mornings.I need to sip water and apply Biotene Gel thro’ the night, this makes me tired the next day unfortunately.
2. Sore mouth. This goes with the territory and affects your overall state. It’s not bad enough for painkillers but I do use the Difflam to quell it. My mouth seems to change everyday.
3.Neuropathy: It’s no worse so maybe at a turning point. I get tingling now which proves there’s some feeling in the tips of my fingers. I’ve read this is a long term condition though.
4.Fatigue: still prominent at the moment, especially with interrupted sleep.
5.Taste: probably the worst side effect for me personally. Food is life! I can taste certain things for a short while then it dissipates and everything is cardboard. Some days I don’t taste anything, even coffee. I know it’s early days and it can take a year for any improvement, so gonna have to be patient.
6.Mind: things can get a little wrangled at times with the amount of unknowns and different scenarios that we all endure and create in our heads, but I’m bearing up and have to keep things in perspective!
So all in all, some positive and some unchanged. I really hope I see some improvement in the next week or two. Will certainly let everyone know if there is.
Well, I’ll sign off for now and wish everyone a peaceful and “tasty” weekend. Will post again next week.
As always, any replies, tips, stories etc. are most welcome
Best wishes Tim
Hi Tim I presume you know about the salt and bicarb in warm water makes a great mouth wash which apparently can help improve taste. So I am going to get back on it and see if taste improves also what helps is warm water to rinse your mouth. I can more or less eat everything but taste just isn't there , I havnt bothered even having a beer a yet. All the Best Regards Min
Hi Tim baby steps is the mantra. Yes we all live to eat but for now it’s eat to live. As for taste I was lucky never lost it but in many cases it was accentuated some days ti extent I swore hibby had tipped a salt cellar into whatever I was trying to eat. It will. Sort it’s self out Just remember our bodies have been taken to the lowest point they’ve ever been and now it’s a rebuilding programme. It’s ok to feel sorry for yourself then dust yourself down and start again.
hugs Hazel xx
yes warm water teaspoon salt and same bicarbonate neutralises your p h leval s I still use it occasionally. If u start getting ulcers.
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
Hi Hazel I went through a stage where I could just smell burning and it felt like it was from my throat. This is some serious treatment and the side effects can be endless. It reminds me sometimes when looking at side effects of taking some pills , I think I might be safer not taking the pills lol . I am hoping time will sort things out as have been blessed so far . All the Best Regards Min
Yep I had the burning smell for weeks I used to fuse lights in middle of night ! No idea why but I did. Plus when John braked in car that sent smells as well didn’t last months went as quick as it came. Yes we read about side effects we try to tell you but you’ve to experience it for yourself.
h xx
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
Hi Tim
If you have any saliva then popping a Xylimelt onto your gum last thing might give you a little longer uninterrupted sleep. I still use them two years down the line. Always being a mouth breather I miraculously learned to tuck myself into the bedclothes and keep my mouth shut at night........the only time, my husband might say. This went a huge long way to avoiding the "tongue stuck to my palate in the morning" syndrome.
I found Gelclair very soothing for my sore mouth as the ulcers healed and kept my mouth scrupulously clean to keep it fresh and avoid thrush by frequent Bioxtra mouthwash and tooth cleaning with Oranurse toothpaste (still can't use Duraphat)
Fatigue is a killer not just because of poor sleep but because your body is still repairing itself from the onslaught of radiation. It can creep up on you months later and absolutely poleaxe you out of the blue. It's like wading through treacle. I was like that for a year.
I lost my taste for months and two years later it's still not in HD but I can assure you that improvements continue well into the third year and maybe even beyond. It took me a long time to enjoy my food and I strangely developed a real sweet tooth where there never was one previously: and yes this instant hit of a nice taste only for it to disappear after two mouthfuls is so disconcerting.....but again, that improves.
Once the medics have done with you, filled you with antineoplastic pharmaceuticals and bombarded you with X-rays your fate is out of your control so a positive attitude will give you a better time of it. Try not to dwell on what could have been and what might be. I have always been a glass half empty girl but I still got a remission and decided to just grab what was to come and see the sunshine. The black dog gets less black as time goes on, I promise. Just be mindful of anything new and don't be frightened of tackling your team. It's what they are there for and you'll never be a nuisance.
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
Hi Min, many thanks for reply. I know about salt/bicarbonate for mouth wash but didn’t know it may improve taste. I’ll start a regime today for a few days and let you know if I see any difference. I too would love a beer, but will savour that as and when the moment comes.
Keep me posted. Best wishes. Tim
Hi Hazel, many thanks for reply. I’m gonna give the salt/bicarbonate a revisit for a few days and see if it alters anything. As you say the radio is merciless and my body will need much more time than originally thought to heal. Will stick with it.
Best wishes. Tim xx
Hi Dani, many thanks for your reply. I’ll revisit the Xylimelts as I have a few packets. I was just relying on Gelclair last thing at night. This lasted a few hours but then it seems to dry up and then I’m constantly sipping milk/water for relief. I’ve been trying to keep my mouth closed as this cures it straightaway, will persevere now I know it can be done!
Your absolutely correct on the radiation onslaught. I didn’t realise how unforgiving it is. I was told that SCC was “exquisitely sensitive” to radiation but they forgot to mention….so is the rest of your body.
Taste wise, as long as I see some improvement I’ll be happy. But as you know we all want to be ok the next day.
Ive gained strength from your insightful blogs. Please keep them going as they are straight to the point and factual. Well done!
Will post again next week. Best wishes Tim xx
Ah, thank you Tim.
It really does get better
I need to update the blog. Thanks for the prod
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
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