Hey 
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Just joined the community after struggling to fall asleep 
Lots of things going round my head and feel like I've hit a low point, I have been so positive up to now but still awaiting a confirmed cancer type after initial lump removal was secondary site so operation I had last week was too layer tongue removal at the back to check if this is the primary site. Although I do know it was found in a couple of lymph nodes.
Just about scared of all treatment coming up and still don't feel like it's real, even though I'm in loads pain and struggling to eat and drink 
Would love to hear from anyone who managed their fears and what you did. I am chlostraphobic!
Thank you,
Nanzo
