Hello, It’s taken me a while to get here, but I got the courage to finally post something.
I am due to start treatment tomorrow,15th July and my anxiety is off the scale. I had an MRI when I had my radiotherapy mask filled and had a panic attack during the scan. I am also very frightened of the huge list of side effects of the chemotherapy treatment I’m being given.
I have questioned myself as to whether I actually want it as I have a very close family member who didn’t respond at all well to treatment and became neutropenic with pneumonia.
it is definitely a mine field of trying to navigate this new terrain and where to go next and do the what’s right for me.
I hope this isn’t too much of a difficult read when I know that we’re all on the same page with this and keeping positive is so important.
Hi Catriona,
Just read your profile! I’m so very happy that treatment worked and you’ve been in the clear since! I’m so sorry about your sister an do hope she’s doing ok . Thank you for touching base with me. 
ou are all so kind and inspiring ️
