Hello all,
Today I had no. 12 of 30 radiotherapies. I have also had 1 of 2 cistplatin, no. 2 next week.
I know people have talked of seeing an immediate reduction in lumps in neck, I am slightly concerned that I am seeing none, in fact the neck is swollen out more than ever :-(
Also feeling quite queasy a lot, is this something others have experienced??
Thanks in advance,
Julie x
Hi Julie don’t panic many don’t feel or see a reduction it was around week 5 when u did. As for feeling queasy that’s not uncommon just think what our bodies are going through again I was lucky I wasn’t sick not even once. But we are all different hope this Friday us better than your first day.
hugs
Hazel xx
Hazel aka RadioactiveRaz
My blog is www.radioactiveraz.wordpress.com HPV 16+ tonsil cancer Now 6 years post treatment. 35 radiotherapy 2 chemo T2N2NM.Happily getting on with living always happy to help
2 videos I’ve been involved with raising awareness of HNC and HPV cancers
Thanks Hazel,
I'm just having such a down day today, it's been a really good week but I think a couple of not very good nights are catching up with me. It was just when I got off the table today and I saw my neck in the mirror I just thought what If I am going through all this and it's not worth it. Sure I will feel better again tomorrow.
Have managed to get my head around doing chemo again next week, not looking forward to it but know I can do it.
Have got my very lovely oncologist on Tuesday so hopefully he can let me know if we are making any progress.
Thanks so much again for your support
Julie xx
Hi Julie,
i felt very nauseous from around week 4 of radiotherapy and the first of two doses of Cisplatin, so much so that on the 100 mile round trip each day I had to have a bucket with me in the car just in case although fortunately it was never needed. I did panic a little thinking what will happen if I feel / want to be sick when I’ve got the mask on, so that’s when I asked the radiographers to put music on for me to distract me and take my mind off it and it worked. As for the sickness itself, unfortunately I did suffer with it after I attempted to eat anything including the Enshake drinks and the Ensures I put through my PEG. I would say that this period probably lasted about 5 weeks in total but not every single day.
I have been left with a turkey gobbler neck as I call it (Lymphoedema) and as a result my H&N nurses referred me to a Lymphoedema clinic where I have been given exercises as well as a compression garment to wear for a few hours a day, this has shown a significant improvement in the swelling so it might be worth a chat with your medical team. I should say I am 9 months post treatment.
Hope your nausea improves soon Julie as well as your neck swelling
Best wishes
Carol x
Thanks Carol,
I don't know why it makes me feel better if I know other people had it too but it does! I suppose it's the reassurance that it's on, even though it is grim.
My neck swelling at the mo is the actual cancerous lumps and muscle swelling I think. I do look a bit deformed to say the least but hopefully it won't be for too much longer!
Thanks for taking the time to reply,
Julie x
Oh yes, always tell them to turn the music up for me, makes such a difference!
Hi Julie. Can’t help with the lymph nodes but I did suffer a lot of nausea. I put mine down to the morphine but I couldn’t do without it.
It’s not surprising we look in the mirror and wonder whether it’s all worth it. We examine our miserable lives in minute detail and draw the wrong conclusions left right and centre. It’s because all this is out of our control and we can do nothing else but ride the roller coaster. Staying upbeat and positive is hard but miserable people get cured too it’s just that positive folk have an easier time of it.
Treatment failure is rare so take comfort in that if you can.
Hang on in there. Xx
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
Hi Julie
I did not have chemo but I did have radiotherapy, and towards the later stage I did get queasy. I did vomit, a little, towards the end, but that was me in my case. I too worried this would happen when I was receiving radiotherapy, but it never did. My sickness probably caused by meds for pain relief. As always I would mention this to your health care team for guidance and reassurance.
Best wishes
Nicky
My face was like a balloon after my operation and before starting radiotherapy, so much so that I didn't have my mask made until 7 or 8 weeks after my 1st opp. My lumps and bumps were changing all the time and mask getting a bit looser all the time.
I had my 2nd lot of chemo 3 weeks in to my radiotherapy and a couple of days later was hospitalized for another week due to sickness, I was rarely sick, just felt sick a lot and was heaving, They kept me in hospital for another week but mainly because of temperature, general wellness and I had another infection so was on intravenous anti biotics again
It was great, rather than having 50 minute journeys for my radiotherapy sessions I was just wheeled down the corridor
Thanks Nicky, I will mention it if it persists x
Whatever cancer throws your way, we’re right there with you.
We’re here to provide physical, financial and emotional support.
© Macmillan Cancer Support 2025 © Macmillan Cancer Support, registered charity in England and Wales (261017), Scotland (SC039907) and the Isle of Man (604). Also operating in Northern Ireland. A company limited by guarantee, registered in England and Wales company number 2400969. Isle of Man company number 4694F. Registered office: 3rd Floor, Bronze Building, The Forge, 105 Sumner Street, London, SE1 9HZ. VAT no: 668265007