Been for my gastroscopy today and been told that what I thought was an ulcer is in fact most likely cancer. They have taken biopsies for testing to confirm. Got to wait a couple of weeks now. I don't think I need to wait, why would the specialist tell me he's sorry but he thinks it's cancer. I'm sure they've seen plenty to be able to recognise the difference.
I'm feeling pretty shocked but pragmatic about what they told me. I suppose I have to wait and hope it hasn't spread. They are organising a Petscan too.
I feel so bad for my wife. I want to play it down but I know she's in bits. I've asked her not to tell my family just now until I get a more certain diagnosis and prognosis. I don't see the need for them to start worrying just yet. What can they do really. I know they will all be there for me when I need them. It the medical specialists I'll need the help from.
Anyway that's enough, probably more than enough by way of an introduction. Glad to have this forum to lean on.
