Hi everyone, just want to share as I’m writing this heartbroken right now . My partner sadly lost his 18 month battle to OC. He was a fighter at that, however he struggled from start to finish being un operable from the word go. The news never got better I’m sorry to say. The tumour was too aggressive and took over him. He could barley drink water in the end . He battled through 2 x lots of chemo then 10 consecutive blasts of radiotherapy. Non of these worked for him . Just prolonged the suffering, I do wished I had a more positive post, as I’m a very upbeat person so was my partner . This illness is cruel to witness … I’m at comfort knowing he isn’t suffering any longer.
I will be attending his funeral soon . This is hard to write . He was a lovely man with a heart of gold . He will be missed by his children and myself very much . Although he struggled to come to terms with his diagnoses and all the pushing away he did to me , to save me from the pain of watching him deteriorate he clearly didn’t want … he came around and we made the most of each passing day , we went to the park most days even though it was only for 15 mins , we enjoyed the time spent just talking about anything … I’d give anything to have him back I really would .
Thank you for reading. Anyone else going through this please take care and look after yourself too xx
Thank you 
I was so saddened Heartbreak 123 to read this message. I’m sending you much love and a big hug. 
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I’m sorry to hear that are you doing ok ?
Yes they should refer people not keep putting it off . My partner was actually saying he was blocked and that he was throwing his food up. He suffered for months of ill treatment from his GP. I even took him to the hospital on two occasions, they gave anti anti antacid tablets again, refer back to your GP if mo changes then when you do your GP tells you that he doesn’t usually put the camera down until the age of 55 !! Hilarious statement I know . My partner didn’t meet the criteria on the tick box form to be referred he said in my meeting with him. It’s an awful way to be treated like your just a statistic.
we paid nearly 2 k for a private consultation with am endoscopy in the end to get answers . My partner has worked hard all his life and paid into the NHS ! Who clearly have failed him in every way possible . I strongly feel that G P need training on cancer in general there’s too many people being mis diagnosed now it’s on the rise massively and it’s the trauma you could do without at the start it’s the patient who’s left with the anger and resentment plus the family too . SO GPs PULL YOUR FINGERS OUT AND START REFERING YOUR PATIENTS. DO YOUR JOB YOUR PAID TO DO !!
STOP FAILING PEOPLE!!!! Not all GPS are the same mine are very good .
IM SO ANGRY 
Thank you xx
Thank you yes one day at a time. Christmas will be hard, as we always chose our own Christmas tree 
we used to have it chopped down … lovely time we shared 
and that’s never going to happen again.
Thinking of you and his family at this time.
My sincere condolences
Lowe'
